LF, seems to be a troubled soul. I just dont understand what a person like him is trying to accomplish in this world with his views. And, I know he aint alone either. I have a brother in law that I like very much, but he shares some of the same outrageous thinking LF seems to. I just make fun of him anymore instead of debating him. I just say, Tim....if you thought like me, you too could have this in your life. It amuses both of us.
But, I was thinking today about a memory I have that is very clear as if it happened yesterday. Its part of who I am I guess. I was probably about 12 years old, so it had to be 1968. My dad woke up this day with a mission I could just tell. Around 10 oclock he told my brother an me to get in the car we were going out. In the front seat I went, my brother being younger always sat in the back when I was along. It was a classic......an American Motors Rambler. The official car of the family that also had a push mower.
Anyway, I could see my dad was not in a mood for any small talk, this was another one of those saturday morning lessons. There were alot of those in my house and they always seemed to revolve around me.
We drove into the city of Philadelphia......to the mean streets, Ill never forget it. The name I remember was Diamond and whatever.....5th, 25th, it didnt matter. It was a jungle out there. I remember the window was up which made me feel safer although think about that today it makes me laugh. Here comes the lecture......alex and jimmy, see this? See these people? This is what happens when you dont think! How many times have I told you to think, think, think!!!!! They were every where. I didnt see them as black, I saw them as lost.....angry......standing on the street waiting for a sucker to walk by. The homes were awful, every other one was boarded up, each person looking at us as we drove by ....in a car that actually "ran!" I wasnt sure if I was looking at them or they were looking at me. My father talking the whole time, I dont think I could even hear him.........what? what? I had never seen anything like this in drexel hill where we grew up.
At some point weather real or imaginary, I got the impression my dad was going to let me out and I began to cry. So too did my brother.........
Finally we were it seemed being released from the horror of living like that as we drove down each block. I could feel my heart slow down and instead of tears I just licked them up thinking I was drinking out of a fountain.
I was 12 years old, it changed my life.......it made me want to do better for myself. These people seemed to be sitting around waiting for something awful to happen. I sure wasnt one of them and was going to make sure I never was.........that was my dads point in it all I later realized. Think for yourself or someone will think for you, it will never be pleasant was what he called it and it sure struck home. LF, I didnt know what democrat or republican meant at 12 years of age but that day I became a republican. I was going to lift myself out of my own way and make a life for myself, pass or fail....but I wasnt going to look or act like the people I had just witnessed. They were waiting for someone else to make their life better. That bus never comes down those streets, that I knew.
Its 42 years later, the govt has been catering to those same people for all that time and yet......there they are. 25th and Diamond, still a jungle, angry, waiting, and voting democratic.
So I ask you LF....what was your waterloo? When did you decide you were mad at the country, they needed to do more, There was great injustice? I think we all wind up living through 75 years of great change and then we die, because what happens next, or never happens..... would also kill us.
I have tried to find out why my brother in law thinks the way he does but, he always avoids that question........Therefore I come to my own conclusions.......I dont want to live that way so I dont, I think different than they do when they stand on a corner waiting for the "man." Stop giving us rhetoric LF, tell us who you are.......I just did.


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........you fellas have him pegged