I have a hard time asking for help.

[Robja]

Johnny,

Key Lime is right. Having the right attitiude is important. You have been down this road before and came out good so there is no reason you can't do it again. Everyone here will be praying for you and your family.

[Ace1st]

Hey Johnny.........Keep your head up man and take it one day at a time. I agree that your attitude will give you the strength to deal with this every day till you whip it. Prayers go out to you and your family my friend.

[oldmud]

Prayers go out for you and your family Johnny, Fight the good fight and kick this thing in the A$$. Good luck man !!!

Don

[giantfan]

Suck in that belly, put out your chest, pull up your bootstraps and go and beat the shit out of the big C again.

I guess it forgot who it was messin with. Go kick it's ass!!!!!



Prayers are with you bro.

[kitebuz]

The good news is you and your boy have family around you.

Draw strength from where ever you need to, and never give up.

[Crazy Eyes]

Good words above in that attitude can carry you a long way. Hang in there.

[johnnydeep]

Thanx everyone...I have been doing pretty well, sometimes I just get overwhelmed. Its looking like all the treatment I did the first time around just did not work...the theory then was this crap is tough and aggressive so we will be tougher and more aggressive. Threw everything at it and, well none of the standard stuff worked...
That kinda gets to ya you know...
Oh well I am not going out with out a fight!
I just reserve the right to occasionly be needy
only as long as it does not interfere with fishing time!